First diagnosed SAT test :-s

Yeah I just finished my very first diagnosed SAT test like my beloved sister said before. Damn, taking a three hours and forty-five minutes is really pain-in-the-ass I suppose. It’s been a while since I had to study for that long and just focusing on English and stuffs that related to English. I was really abject and kinda exhausted when I was doing it, and I didn’t put 100% concentration on that test. Yeah, Maths was Okay I supposes, all I need to do is just be more careful on that part…

Yeah, Critical reading sucks. It likes sucking cock when I’m totally straight :)) Yeah, it’s bad actually, I just got below 50% on that part (as I remembered it was 48%), if I transfer to the raw score, it was below 400 points :(( That’s not my expectation at all 😦 I need at least 500 points to satisfy myself, so I think I have to work more than just studying words and playing and logging on Facebook and chatting and…:((

Well, my reading skills suck -_- I don’t know why but my skimming and scanning skill are terrible 😦 I know it was really arduous but, I expected to have more point than that 😦 I thought I could make it better in paraphrasing and rewrite sentences, cause reading is arduous and terrible for me 😦

SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT….

Really wanna write something cause I’m not in a good ambience right now…

I’m learning SAT, and start with learning new words. Today, after finishing my work everyday – learn ten words per day, I tried to open Online Practice Test for SAT and did some of the questions in Critical Reading, which is always considered to be the toughest part in SAT. Damn, and it’s like…a whole new world to me, a bunch of vocabularies and stuffs kept throwing and throwing in my face, and in a minute of abyss, I figured out….Why didn’t I go to some websites to help me with the self-studying SAT? And…yeah they said I should have learnt 30 words per day than just 10 like I’m doing right now…Suddenly I remembered my friend, who is still learning SAT right now, she is going to take SAT again next week I think 😕 She said that she had to learn 70 words for 2 days, that meant she had to learn 35 words per day…That’s too arduous for a dummy like me… And I have to work my ass off in schoolwork, homework… That’s way too hard…There’s a second that I thought of the scene that I had to abort this work…

Then I looked into some places in Finland that hold SAT test for candidates, oh well it’s not too hard for me I think. Yeah and my most suitable day to take SAT is about May, maybe I can take it then go home, wait for my result after 6 months of practicing. Talking is always easier then doing something, I thought again about the abortion of myself in Critical Reading in SAT, and a whole long run for the new words and 3 parts…

Yeah whatever it is going to be, I have to nail it, have to take SAT, have to have anything to prove my English isn’t that bad, have to practice for it…. Keep thinking about makes me feel headache. I have to start studying Maths and Writing tomorrow, have to learn 30 new words per day although I don’t want to cause it’s too much for a dummy (again).

Oh well my sister also my idol texted back to my help, I really need her advice cause her had a perfect American accent I can say, and she’s also really good at English 😦 She;s the one who can pull me out of this mess that stuck in my mind for this whole night @@ Okay I will write something down here if I have troubles or something bullshit.

Birthday party for mah bro, a test and SAT words…

It’s been a while since my last post was pinned on my blog. Okay so now I’m sitting here, and I have an excellent alacrity to write a new post here.

Last week, we celebrated a birthday party for my friend (He’s considered to be my friend, my good bro, I’ve known him for almost 3 years and I think he’s really affable and it’s good to have a friend like him. He taught me and helped me a lot when I had just came here, also he helped me with the procedures to enter HAMK in Finland, which is considered to be my choice when I studied abroad. Okay we had a great time, and we talked about cheesy things (just a little bit cause we’re boys anyways) and ate lots of food of our own. Last week, we had a…kinda longer weekend so….it’s really good to hold a birthday party and we could have more time to enjoy ourselves ^^

Oh one more thing, I have started to learn new words from my SAT book anyway, and I learn 10 words/day, which I think it’s enough for a newcomer like me. So I hope I can achieve something good as I expected or i can use those words in future, that’s fine to me. Also, I had my very first test in Finland, it’s Electrical Engineering….Yeah, it’s not really as I expected, I couldn’t make it perfectly, but I think according to my prediction, it’s okay to me. I don’t want to have a full expectation on this much cause…well, everyone wants to have a good scores in their very first exam, but if I couldn’t achieve it 😦 Well, I have to accept that 😦

Yeah, tonight I will learn new words again and start to read some SAT math test again 😦 I have to pursue my dream to get a good SAT scores here to go anywhere I want 😦 i should wish myself luck right now ^^

Exam in two days….

Haizz, two more days for my very first exam: Electrical Engineering 😦 So fucking nervous….Even I have practiced for it a lot, but still, so fucking worried about it. I’m so abject cause If I fail or not do well on my exam, there will be a lot of consequences such as: I’ll be more and more abysmal, pathetic….Especially my fucking roommate will laugh at me cause that fucking asshole is always comparing me with him. Why the fuck? -_- I’m sick of it, so fucking much. I don’t wanna say it cause I’ve been here for just 2 months, but I abhor to anything he says and does. That’s rose @.@ Damn, and I even don’t study anything for EE to my exam…and I’m watching cartoons right now :)) But I believe in my ability, so I have to nail it well, I have to… Yeah taking about that asshole, I abhor him cause the way he acts makes me disgusted. Eww, how the hell a person can be someone adherent? I abhor the way he copies anything someone says but actually, he knows shit -_- That’s absolutely true…. I’m sick by his adulation, so so much :)) Why does he has to adulate someone like that :v And why not me :)) I abhor the way he keeps staring at my desk with that fucking eyes -_- Why can’t he just come to his desk and fuck his homework instead of watching mine? Haizz, I cannot stand it anymore. Next month, I can move to my friends’ apartment and wohooo, I won’t have to face that creepy asshole again :3

Party at the bar \m/

Two days ago, there was a Halloween party (I mean it literally cause I was in the bar then) in Tampere, so I decided to take a bus and wanted to be hangover there :)) Yeah, I was in the bar for the first time ever (I mean European Bar) and it was really fun and ecstasy there :v Basically it was just drinking and drinking all the time, but the best thing was….I could really touch and feel the sexy of girls here (European and Asians) 😉 Halaaa :)) They were gone wild at that time :)) Oh, almost forgot, we went to the bar to celebrate the birthday party of Mr. Huy (our former room-leader) :)) He is a really nice guy and I really love him (I’m not a gay lol) Yeah I think just that, nothing especially else :-s